Of what exactly happened.... that was the best and most painful night of my entire... wait 2nd most painful night in my entire life!!!!
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...i cant see why he couldent have restrained himself a little....what was the 1st most painfull??
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Think about it. Your first change. (I usually don't think I'm a hawtie patatie BUT he does) A hawtie patawtie is willingly going ot let you finnish, you'd probably go a little hog wild with that!
The first most painful was when I was hanging about at my Oma's beach house (aka headquaters) and I saw this thing in the shadows. I went to investigate. It was (real shocker) a wolf. He was lost and drugged. He attacked because I approached from his injured side. He ripped into my chest and arms I still have a little scar on my hip from where he chewed me. I wrestled him down and he popped back up again and bit me with the intention of "turning me" I ripped off his left nut. and he was subdued after that. Slayers are technically allergic to wolf slavia it gives us a fever. It's like the flu only with cravings for raw meat and a lot of running.... Elling was supposed to be with me but he found me the next morning withering in pain. The wolf we adopted. We had been washed out to sea and tossed a little ways down the bank. I have never been so sick in my entire life!!
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Think about it. Your first change. (I usually don't think I'm a hawtie patatie BUT he does) A hawtie patawtie is willingly going ot let you finnish, you'd probably go a little hog wild with that!
The first most painful was when I was hanging about at my Oma's beach house (aka headquaters) and I saw this thing in the shadows. I went to investigate. It was (real shocker) a wolf. He was lost and drugged. He attacked because I approached from his injured side. He ripped into my chest and arms I still have a little scar on my hip from where he chewed me. I wrestled him down and he popped back up again and bit me with the intention of "turning me" I ripped off his left nut. and he was subdued after that. Slayers are technically allergic to wolf slavia it gives us a fever. It's like the flu only with cravings for raw meat and a lot of running.... Elling was supposed to be with me but he found me the next morning withering in pain. The wolf we adopted. We had been washed out to sea and tossed a little ways down the bank. I have never been so sick in my entire life!!
ok ...be a little more careful next time hey??...we dont want joe to have nobody to come home to ...
i can understand it with it being his first change and everything but what would he have done if he had have realy hurt you
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ahh ahem he gets larger.... and I'm pretty small...... And he bites hard... and he has claws and Slayers are still as fragile as humans.....
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slayer: what do you mean that your nearly recoverd?? what happend?? how could you have gotten hurt??
Umm,,,,,it's the excitement of the moment, it can trigger changes. Animals are emotional beings and that is something humans do not understand or accept.
As I have said before, your animal is an animal in every way. There is very little that anyone can do that will effect the personality of your Were but it can be done. What the two of you should do is take it slow and learn to pace yourself.
Try meditation. Not only can it teach you to relax but also how and when to change. As a slayer, being mostly human, I would advise that you do not watch his p-shift under any circumstances, no mater how well prepared you think you are.
so do you think that extreem ammounts of any emotion can trigger the change??
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thats so sad...you never thought of hurting your mother?
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...i dont thnk that he would have been able to...he was young at that point and if he had ave tried james or someone else would have beaten the shite out of him
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:'( yea...poor Ex!
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i apologize, and i am happy i can see the strong person you are as a result from your life. wjat did your therepist say to that?
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so do you think that extreem ammounts of any emotion can trigger the change??
Yes I do but changing or not is not because of emotions or anything in your environment. What She ( the old black wolf) taught me was to believe. That's the only thing that can trigger a change. In a word, you must have "Faith"
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thats so sad...you never thought of hurting your mother?
Sure I did but at twelve years old you are not exactly prepared physically or mentally to act on it.
The thing about getting the crap beaten out of you several times a day is, after a while you begin to realize that you can take anything. At that point no one or no thing can hurt you. It makes you tough or it kills you.
I spent some time with a therapist a few years ago. He asked me during one session what it was that I was afraid of. He wanted to know what all the violence in my life had done to me.
I answered that I was only afraid of one thing. I am afraid that I will be the first person to live forever.
poor Ex? Don't pitty me for what made me strong.
i must say living forever would realy suck ...what do we have to have faith in??...faith that we can change??
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yea, but then, would you have put him in therapy? just kidding. but i cant tell my therapist too much either.
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^_^' you had me believe it
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ya
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...i dont think anyone can come back from the dead without some seriouse help...and even then the ammount of dammage the a shot gun would do if you put the barrel in your mouth would be so devistating that not even i could survive it...and i have survived some pretty weird things
also how did you put the pictures on the page??...i havent figured out how to do that yet =S
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