guys...i love this place , its become a new home for me. i dont want to think that my new pack family have distrust ect in it. guys...please..its the holidays. cant we all just be thankfull for eachother and such? i know this is not allote coming from the new guy but...this has become a wonder full place for me to express myself to other people who also look for the same thing and iv come to love all of the members here for all their qualities..im not asking that we forget our emotions because thats stupid but...cant we just try and talk it out civily,pleasse? i really love it here and love my new pack....i just want to know yall feel the same way

WolfMontana wrote:

BlueEyesWolf wrote:

I just read on one of the other forums about you being feeling like I was bugging you. First of all, it was NEVER my indication to do that.

That's cool dude. If it was just you playing a Charlie character, then I misunderstood.

If not, then you are misjudging me.

Yep, we had a bad case of misunderstanding and I should made clear that I was acting like Charlie Brown to your Snoopy.

thats awsome guys, makes me happy to hear that.

Hey, WolfMontana - You changed your avatar back. Was there something wrong with the new one? I liked it - not that I don't like this current one, but the other one had a bit more eeriness to it, I think...

Ah, so you have moody eyes. got it.

jk

I wish!   I need to try my hand at a few liquor stores, get me some kegs... of beer...

I'd get some root beer if I could get my paws on it.

Ohhh where is the magical cellar you speak of?

*ponders her new magic cellar*

Merry Christmas everyone, and happy solstice!!!

Happy Christmas WolfMontana

Allo everyone, back from my trip up north. It was fun Blue, how was yours?

I've had a very interesting experience I wanted to share. I'd done a website for a friend who does hypnosis, and she wanted to try Past Life regression on me as pay back. We finally got around to doing it today, and it was very strange, as I'd never been hypnotized before, and certainly had never done any kind of regression work before.

She didn't lead me on, I wasn't sure what to expect, but I certainly didn't expect to 'look at my feet' as instructed once I was pretty deep in, and see that they were white paws standing on snow. Weeeeiiiirrd. She even asked me 'tell me what you're wearing on your feet' and I said, completely surprised 'ah, they're paws'.

She asked me to go back to a significant event. I was in a small dark cave, and I was licking a pup. I remember the fur, the closeness. Crazy.

She asked me to fast forward to a happy moment, because I started getting very emotional/sad in the cave, though I couldn't say why. I was standing next to a stream, the sun was shining on the rocks, I remember the sound of the water. Trees all around, and I was rubbing up along my mate.

She asked me to go to my death, to come out of myself and see the scene remotely. I had a clear picture of being above my wolfy self as I walked across some kind of grassy area. But no death scene, I just had the sensation that I was leaving, going away.

She asked me to go back to the stream and look at my reflection - what did I see? I became so incredibly emotional right at this moment, because I saw myself - a wolf, with beautiful eyes, and a very white face, staring in the water. Hard to really capture how I felt, it was extremely powerful, I started crying.

I had the distinct impression of being very watchful, the protector. The keeper of my group. When I first saw myself I was looking out from the side of a mountain. I don't think I was female either, it was a very strong male presence.

So, whether this really was a past life of mine, or I was given a glimpse of another wolf's life, or just did some journeying or something, I don't know. But it was freaking awesome, and quite mind blowing. Thought I'd share!

Wow, VERY Interesting, WolfMontana!!!

My Howlidays was good. Got some neat gifts and spent New Yowl Eve at Disneyland.