Im posting on thsi site because it seems alot of you know about the supernatural and may be able to help me in. Ever since i was little ive had something inside me. I would describe its characteristics as animalistic, and animals have a natural attraction to me. Ive never had an animal that didnt come up to me. I feel a strong bond with them like in a way i can communicate with them. Anyways i can feel this thing inside me with every animal interaciton. I get a more primal urge built up in me and its hard to control. The scary thing inside me is not good. I would constantly get into fights when i was young and this thing would take over me. I would black out and when i came to people would tell me what happened. In all cases my strength was for more than human and it would take multiple peopel alot bigger than me to hold me off. Ive had many many dreams about this thing taking over me and i end up hurting people. Im able to control it better now that im older but i dont knwo what it is. Please Help me understand !
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Well my questions would be...
What made you come here to "WOLF" site? I mean all Therians are welcome here...but we here are mostly Wolves.
What animal do you feel most close to? Is it the Wolf?
You really have to look closely at yourself and see what animal it is, that you feel connected to.
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If you don't know what it is, it's not necessarily an animal side. There are split personalities and other forms of dissociation and various forms of possession that have nothing to do with animals. And just because you "black out" doesn't mean it's necessarily bad.
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what made me come here? I was looking up therianthropy, found this site and read some of the stuff, and realised that even if I may or may not be a therian, there are other people out there like me, who have never really considered themselves fully human.
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I started the same way... i read some were that every one has 2 wolves inside them. one is white pure good and loyal protective. the other is black tainted hateful traiter and selfish and you know whos stronger? the one you feed the most. however you may want to look on http://www.youtube.com/werewolf and see the werewolf attacks police officer video. that may help.
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Night_Lycan wrote:
I started the same way... i read some were that every one has 2 wolves inside them. one is white pure good and loyal protective. the other is black tainted hateful traiter and selfish and you know whos stronger? the one you feed the most. however you may want to look on http://www.youtube.com/werewolf and see the werewolf attacks police officer video. that may help.
Ha. Sorry. My wolf is black. Well, I call her my wolf, but you know what I mean right? Me. Which is odd actually since I'm really pale. Anyway, thats a good moral to go by, but I wouldn't interpret that literally. People sometimes identify with wolves because they have packs and are reasonably sociable. And it's not nessacerily wolves. I mean that's only most common because of the whole Hollywood werewolf. In reality there are probs just as many Werecats etc, even if they haven't realised it yet.
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Fenris Lupa wrote:
Well my questions would be...
What made you come here to "WOLF" site? I mean all Therians are welcome here...but we here are mostly Wolves.
What animal do you feel most close to? Is it the Wolf?
You really have to look closely at yourself and see what animal it is, that you feel connected to.
Random Google browsing really is how i found this site... I find myself more connected to the cat family, my personality also reflects this. I have no clue what any of this means and i know my story is weird but thats exaclty why i came here
And that youtube link pointed to a lame song. I dont understand why you showed me that -__-
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Night_Lycan wrote:
I started the same way... i read some were that every one has 2 wolves inside them. one is white pure good and loyal protective. the other is black tainted hateful traiter and selfish and you know whos stronger? the one you feed the most.
War Wolves, much?
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sry but am i a werewolf cause i think i might be .1 cant go to sleep at night anymore.2hair chandes color from light brown to dark brown so now it kinda looks like i did something to it but i havent.3 been having strange dreams when im sleeping.4 tend to go up the stairs on all 4s.5 able 2 understand animal snakes, dogs , and cats.6 i tend to growl at my family ive also done this as a kid but i do it more often now.6 loves the outdoors.7 when i was hiking i saw some deer i got so excited that i almost tackled one of them i wanted to eat it.8 was a vegetarian now wants meat.8 my teath have always been sharp.9 i want to runaway cause i dont fit in with my family.10 ive always been fascinated by wolves ever since my first incounter with one when i was walking to my mom work i was in kinder then.11 sometimes i cant conrol my temper and i really want to attack my family.12 dont trust people very much always been closer 2 animals 13 and i can tell when an animal that i met has died
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Night_Lycan wrote:
one is white pure good and loyal
the other is black tainted hateful traiter and selfish
I get it, so the white one is good and the black one is bad, like with people! White people are good and go to church and black people steal their bikes. White people also have money for food, but they give it to the black people as food stamps, thus "feeding" the "bad wolf" and allowing it to get stronger and move from stealing bikes to cars.
So in reality, it's a metaphor for how social programs are really hurting the hard working white people...
VERY INTERESTING!
LET US CONTINUE THIS POLITICAL DISCUSSION!
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Heh, no I believe that's an old Native American adage
but, good try. It makes me feel like my black phantom actually does have some social relevance.
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+1 Sherlawk though possibly went too far.
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WolfVanZandt wrote:
It makes me feel like my black phantom actually does have some social relevance.
Me and Random have no idea what this is supposed tobe referring to...
"Black Phantom"?
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My phantom body is black all the way down to it's soul
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...Ok...
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O.O
Now that's cool.......
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I had to stare at the colorful picture of a pony for a while. Then post about it. It was that unexpected.
EDIT: Scratch that, it's a unicorn.
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The Wolf Pen wrote:
EDIT: Scratch that, it's a unicorn.
No, it's the immortal goddess Princess Celestia. She's a combination of Earth, Unicorn, and Pegasus pony, only she's actually horse-sized.
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What the heck is that? A dragon?
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Nope, Discord.
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Is he a good or bad guy?
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He is the epitome of evil, and he's AWESOME at it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjD4umwKSLI
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Actually, you can never be exactly sure if what a discordant says is true, allegorical, or outright false. It's just their nature (ask Oldman Coyote ), but that's okay because they can still be gotten along with if you don't incite them to play with your head - that tends to be a disturbing road to go down......
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Discord isn't "incited", he just sort of takes over the world by snapping his fingers and being like "Endless Chaos Everywhere!" and this somehow overpowers the other gods. It's kind of like he puts the universe on acid... I don't know of him lying to anyone's face though, except when he's corrupting them...
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I would imagine that counts......
Anyway, I have no problem with alla that. If someone asks quite clearly - they should get what they ask for.
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