I blend into the world around me.
You’ve looked and looked but never  found me.
You ask where  I’m hiding and tell you I’m not.
Look in front of you  there I lie starting to rot.
Forgotten in life ignored in death tell me have I ever mattered?
Are you so blind you can’t see my blood splatter?
Must  I scream murder to be heard?
Do you even understand my words?
No I am forgotten .
Left hollow and alone.
It’s the same as it’s always been.
But worse because this time the knife cuts deeper.
I beg the gods to send me a reaper.
Let me die in peace don’t call me back.
Let memories lie in the grave with me.
Don’t  force me to crawl out and relive the pain.
My tears fall with the rain that washes me clean.
But I am not reborn I remember what my life has been.
Filled with hate and so much sin.
Why won’t it end?